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keep playing your mind games.“History will not treat you kindly. I even forgot what i was ranting about in the first placeīut lately i feel like another one of your stalkersīut it seems like youre quite gutted about itĪnd i hope youre happy having someone else to blame Growing cold soul sold and gathering mould
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I see violence silence love thats vibrant
IF YOU'RE NOT MAKING ENEMIES YOU'RE DOING IT WRONG CRACK
I should probably delete this incase i read this in the future or god forbid someone else does.Ĭausing concern for the far too intrusive.Īnd for the record for rhyming sake i could have used the words crack wacky back or smack No really though i should write something better become a whole person instead of a plethora of charaded badly thought out characters. I need to narrow it down to one person condense all these ways of being into one happy individual. You create these characters for certain scenarios then let goīut i dont think i should do that any more
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Psychologists would say thats a good thingīeing split personality rather than having lots Then 3 days later said i become detatched easily Someone said to me i get attatched easily Im sitting at a computer gnawing at my own mind trying to find a reason.
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When theres people dying of starvation dealing with wars and fates worrse than death Of disturbing scenarios that are completely stupidįuck it be honest iv always got to have some kind of burden to burn They say writings supposed to sort your head out.Īre there other things to do on a friday night. Maybe there are too many maybes on the screen right now Maybe this is what iv been taught to think Maybe this is just a fucked up rant because im dealing with shit that id rather not. How theyve managed to do it is a miracle. There probably are genuine good souls out there. It may take months or years but sooner or later you get a small glimpse into that persons mind, and that persons mind is always fucking twisted as fuck. I find it fascinating when you get a glimpse into a real person. Ofcourse you can appear to be a lovely well informed respectable person on the surface. A smart twat would call it biting your tongue, i call it censoring yourself. it could be ''i dont understand'' or ''im afraid'' or more often than not ''im really stoned'' I often find myself saying things that others agree with. And if anyone ever read this shit id be embarassed, then id be like so what. So now thats out of the way you can now focus on personal tasks. Do i want a house a car and a family? NO the world doesnt want you to do that its too full!! But it will happen anyway. You make some money you buy shit and you start wondering what to do next. whether you will get to your desired destination is another matter but at least its making you happy. Playing the guitar OOOOOOOooOOooOoo these are all small but significant steps to where you want to go. Whether youre learning some super cool stuff at college uni whatever. There are only so many hours in the day and we do get tired.īut if youre one of those people that cant get to sleep at night (and you are) then your mind is telling you that you need to apply yourself better. if your mind is capable of dreaming that is. I used to think we only have a certain amount of control over our own lives but fuck that you can do anything you put your mind to. Im not going to bullshit you with destiny or fate (which are terrible names for people). Make mistakes, be happy, be afraid, be sad but remember that life is fucking beautiful.ĭo everything within your power and if not make it so! Take in words others say, make memories, take pictures and see beautiful things. In life you will encounter many people like yourself but they are all different like you. Whether you spend it with a shit tonne of other people or alone you only get one chance at this so go for it. Whether youre busy as fuck or you sit on your ass doing nothing all day. These things i dont show often but i really am astounded and suprised by life.Įvery day is a gift.